Posted by: horngjau | 2 April, 2009

Don’t know about knowing

Life takes a turn when you least expect it. Some people lose their heart, some people their faith, some people hope and some even their fingers. Some people keep bleeding until they become numb, some even end up dead. What is the real meaning of all these?

I had a dream and I still have it now.The same old dream that put me into sleep every night. But it drains me dry every now and then and I wake up in the morning wondering what I can do to make it better? Will it be better? I don’t know…

I never knew it would make me so unhappy… so sad, and feeling bad. I feel pathetic. I feel powerless. I feel weak. And suddenly out of the blue, I won a prize… Is this a sign? or what? If HE could just talk to me, if HE does really exists… I need an answer.

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  1. we all can’t determine what will be better and what will be not..just let it be..strive your best to achieve, after that, just lay back and tell yourself – you’ve tried your best, you’ve no regret at all…:)

  2. Brother, ganbateh!

    Be more positive ba!

    Human life is short! So, let’s live life to the fullest and be happy!

    ~nY~

  3. luv the yellow flowers! :) and yes, when one door closes, 2 others open. Stay positive!

  4. Come on Jau…. life is not only about all this, the world outside is huge!!! we are small, not to mention the despair, which could have gone if we are able to look beyond, think big, love big….

    and when is our next 5 meals a day???

  5. hey my brata, though not totally understanding the concrete meaning, i somehow do feel for u.. and the good thing is, u are so very not alone feeling so.. let us share over the nice secret dark dark tong sui and curry laksa place we were last time.. ;)

  6. won a prize ?? apa tu?

  7. i’m curious about the ‘prize’ too..it does not refer to a bad thing isn’t it?

  8. Be sure of what you hope for, and be certain of what you cannot see, that’s faith

  9. I have a dream, a song to sing. To help me cope with anything. If you see the wonder of a fairy tale. You can take the future, even if you fail. I believe in angels, something good in everything I see. I believe in angels. When I know the time is right for me. I’ll cross the stream, I have a dream.

    I have a dream, a fantasy. To help me through reality. And my destination makes it worth the while. Pushing through the darkness still another mile. I believe in angels. Something good in everything I see. I believe in angels. When I know the time is right for me. I’ll cross the stream, I have a dream.

    I’ll cross the stream, I have a dream!

  10. Wow this is a popular post! :)


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